I've been dreaming

this weekend I've gotten to actualize Hope through purpose. 

in all of this weekends happenings it was made clear that a divine presence, a Universal aligning was present in my life. 

the blind faith held onto during moments of unrest and humiliating adversity. 

every single night I did not want to wake up to see tomorrow. 

here is the purpose, here is God's beauty.

I prayed in gratitude, I prayed and I'm always right there with the most high, with closed eyes and a quiet mind, there he is. existing inside of me.

I dreamt last night of another world. 

It was scary at first, destitute too. There was only a handful of us. 

and I remember how sad it was, to exist in a space with only a chosen few. 

the beauty is in the conflict. 

and as much as it pains my heart to acknowledge the cruelty of human existence, again. we cannot actualize this type of Love without conflict.

Today I get to meet Angela Davis. 

I get to engage her with 34 other students before she lectures an auditorium of people. before auditoriums of excess people will be streaming from different venues. 

I pray that my soul is aligned with the most high. 

I pray to soak up the divine within her. And I pray this experience draws me closer to God's purpose he's anointed over this current lifetime. 

I do not know yet what the reason for my being is. But I know my part is a part of a whole.

this place is to move limbs of the collective. 

God be with me, speak to my heart and let it hear you loudly and clearly.